i am sory for being rude...

i'm sorry for being rude..

because...
 i didn't look at you when you're talking most of the time...

because...
i didn't talking much with you when we're nearby...

because...
i didn't pay attention to much although you're just infront me..,




 i'm willing to be that "rude" person...

because...


again i repeat,i dont want you to gain sins as you and i be a sinners...
although you know and i know how much i tressure and craving to look for

your smile,that shine as the sun arise in the morning...
your smile,that sparkling as the star decorating the sky in midnight...
 your smile,that INSPIRED me...

 i,Mohd Zaihasrul Syafiq "terinspirasi dek senyuman-mu"

A replied . . .

" Research Admissions	May 23

Dear Syafiq,

Unfortunately, due to recent changes made by the UK Border Agency in the requirements for obtaining a student visa, we can only exempt you from IELTS or TOEFL if you obtained your prior Masters degree within two years of your PhD programme start date from one of the following countries:
Antigua and Barbuda,Australia,The Bahamas,Barbados,Belize,Canada,Dominica,Grenada,Guyana,Jamaica,New Zealand,St Kitts and Nevis,St Lucia,St Vincent and the Grenadines,Trinidad and Tobago,the UK,the USA.

We would not be able to accept degrees from any other countries as proof of English language (even if you were actually taught in English). I must emphasise that this is due to UKBA visa regulations, not DUBS admissions.

Kind regards,

Rob

Doctoral Programmes Assistant"

Again,ielts is compulsory for universities in UK...but this time because its regulated by UKBA for visa...

Hahahaa..i knew this will come,but just try my luck in case i'm lucky =P but surely i am not as always =P

It coming out of nowhere suddenly i compose an email to this uni's asking whether i can get exemption for ielts,but i think maybe because of this uni's ranking quite high in UK plus the UKBA visa regulation,there's no way i can get that exemption,like it or not 

I NEED IELTS FOR REQUIREMENT ENTRY

thats all,can't wait to finish my MBA & so looking forward to further at UK,inshaaAllah if i've been given this rare opportunity...

Ph.D by research wait for me,i think i can bare another 3 years of study & to finish it in time...inshaaAllah =)

- Dr. M.Z. Syafiq wannabe - 

#Siapa-siapa nk join,meh la kita study kt UK sama-sama >,<

#Kalau xda geng,nmpk gaya nya kena bwk "peneman" sama la jwb nya =P

I wish i...but...

I wish i could stay long just now...

I wish i could talk to you for long just now..

I wish i could see that sweet smile for long just now...

hmmm...

but i couldn't stay long,i couldn't talk longer,i couldn't see that sweet smile long...

because if i did...

you will earn sins & i will be the sinner...

because if i did...

i saw something i shouldn't have seen...

'coz i don't want you to get sin & become a sinner...

- Ryu Watanabe -

#i'm sorry for being so frank,& didn't mean to hurt you 'coz you look absolutely stunning with hijab & sweetest smile on your face yet i don't right to ask to do so

kerna... Aku terinspirasi dek senyuman mu yang manis...

Aku memandang bukan kerna nafsu,takut terlebih kelip langsung maksiat mata harus ku tanggung...

Aku memandang bukan kerna galak,takut disalah tafsir di usir sebagai pendosa yang tidak bermoral...

Aku memandang bukan kerna tersihir,takut menuduh menfitnah terhukum lebih dari si pembunuh...

tapi...

Aku memandang dek kerna suka,terpesona dengan keindahan ciptaan tuhan...

Aku memandang dek kerna  redup,tenang dengan kecantikan ciptaan Ilahi...

Aku memandang dek kerna terpukau,terkesima dengan kesempurnaan ciptaan Allah...

Ya,aku tahu kecantikan x kekal lama tewas dikala masa berlalu pergi...

Ya,aku tahu keindahan x kekal lama pudar di senja hari...

Ya,aku tahu kesempurnaan bukan hak milik kita...

lalu...

Aku memuji bukan sekadar menanam tebu dibibir...

Aku memuji bukan mengharapankan balasan dari mu...

Aku memuji bukan seperti si penghibur mengalunkan lagu cinta...

Aku memuji ikhlas dari sudut hati kudus ku ini...

Aku memuji mendefinasikan monolog terlintas di fikiran...

Izinkan aku terus memandang,

tapi ku binakan bentang setinggi tembok besar China kerna ku tahu batas-batas nya...

Izinkan aku terus memuji,

tapi tidak atas dasar nafsu,tidak melambung sehingga kamu lupa diri...

kerna...

Aku terinspirasi dek senyuman mu yang manis...

- Ryu Watanabe-