I'm "skipping" the R-Day!

• R-Day refer to Result's day which is gonna be on 22/2/2012 as many of us know but i wish i didn't know that :( as for me for being all concern regarding those important matters,i just cannot ignore those things...

• At first i thought it all goes smoothly as planned which i wish i can "skipping" that R-Day due to "Kursus PM" for incoming MDS which fall on 22-24th Feb 2012 then Minggu Destini Siswa MDS will be on 25-2nd March 2012 for both activities will give me chance to "skip" that R-Day >,< Ngeeee...

• But unfortunately i received a call from Unit Kaunseling & Kerjaya UKK said that the number of PM for incoming MDS will be reduce from 14 people to 4people only due to information from HEP that new student will be coming around 40 people,& i'm one of 10 people =( actually i don't mind much about being PM or not but because of the situation i can understand why i can't be PM but what's bother me much is how i'm gonna "skip" that R-Day since i don't have anything to distract my attention towards that R-Day :(

• Fyi,i can't handle curiosity very well because it's really really killing me if there something i'm curious about & i rather do anything to find the answer for my curiosity & it's applies to this R-Day as well. 

• With the new way of checking result without entering the student portal which is directed to our email will make my hand to check it as fast as i can to "kill" this curiosity. 

• To be honest i'm freaking scare with the outcome,like i mention in my previous entry my final examination goes not so well as i expected even though i work hard for that :(( 

• Hmm,i never miss my prayer to Allah for a good/excellent result,yeah i do aiming for 4flat for this semester but not this time around & my only craving hope this time to get a DL again even just for 3.5 sharp will be fine enough for me & i really really really want this at least so that i can "clear the path" for me to give "Special Gift" to my parent during my convocation later on,insyAllah :,( 

• That's why i really really really scare for this R-Day & i need to "skip" this R-Day BUT how?any help peeps? :(   

Counting days . . . by S y a f i q

Yeah that's right,i'm counting days for my next next next important events/activities : -


It's about - 

• 15days for Result - 22/2/2012 -the result for my fourth semester in degree,hopefully i can get a good result insyAllah...

• 18days for MingguDestiniSiswa MDS - 25/2/2012 - if selected & it's my 3rd Official MDS insyAllah...

• 26days for class to start - 4/3/2012 - It's gonna be my new & my fifth semester in degree insyAllah...

• 73days for midterm break - 20/4/2012 - idk yet wut would be the activities for the break,i guess it will be some trip insyAllah...

• 128days for my last kuliah - 14/6/2012 - It's gonna be like,Hooooo-yeahhhhhh! but my study for final start right away insyAllah...

• 139days for final exam to start - 25/6/2012 - Dup..dap..dup...dap....dup....dap....insyAllah...

• 160days for final exam to end - 15/7/2012 - Merdeka!Merdeka!Merdeka! >,< Perghhhh dh mcm merdeka apa dah insyAllah...

• 165days for Ramadhan 2012 - 20/7/2012 - Wow,luckily this time around Ramadhan during my short break insyAllah...

• 175days for 1st day's internship - 1/8/2012 - It's about 2week break after "Merdeka" then proceed with internship insyAllah...

• 195days for Hari Raya Aidilfitri - 20/8/2012 - Wink3 Raya beb raya insyAllah...& 

• 297days for internship & my long-awaited degree to finish! - 30/11/2012 - Dup..dap..dup...dap....dup....dap....insyAllah...

** My viva & report submission & ofkos later than my full degree's result which idk yet the date =,="

InsyAllah,semoga dipermudahkan oleh-Nya

Famous annoying Q !!!

Famous annoying Q when - 

• Attending old friend's wedding,
• Jmpe kwn2 lama

1 - Keja mana skang?
2 - Hg bila lagi? (bila lg nk kawen,padahal yg tny tu pn xkawen lg)


Then bila reply,


1 - Aku x abes blajaq lg...
2 - Aku lmbt lg kot kawen,blajaq pn x abes lg,calon (gf to be specific) pn xdak


yg best nye reply blik...


1st respondent


"amboih tgi sungguh blajaq xabes-abes lg tu"

fyi,yg ni member masa sekolah menengah...

br2 ni je kejadian berlaku...

aku xrapat pn dgn dia sbb dia kelas 5Arab kalo xsilap ke 5Teknik & aku kelas 5Sains msa kt SMKPBG,dia keja kt hospital kalo xsilap...

ada yg bls lg best... (dl la pnh ckp kt aku lgu ni)

2nd respondent

"hg blajaq tgi2 pn bt apa,nnt hg br abes blajaq org lain dh pki keta bagai & nnt hg apply spa jgk"

fyi,yg ni member satu taman,tua pada aku setahun,xrapat pn dgn dia cuma pnh lpk la sama2,dia blajaq takat SPM,kaki kencing org,10 dia ckp 30 xleh caya...konklusi,ya...sama mcm anda pkiaq skg tuh =P

yg bls lgu ni pn ada...


3rd respondent


"hg brapa lama lg nk abes?bkn hg dh lama dh ka blajaq?xabes-abes lg ka?dr aku mula2 msk poli dl...


fyi,yg ni pun member satu taman,muda pada aku 3thn,dia keja gov,xdela rapat mana,dia msk poli sat kt penang masa tu aku extend dip part7 kt UiTM Seri Iskandar kalo xsilap aku,tp dia xabes pn blajaq poli tu,sbb dpt SPA keja gov tu,thats mean its about 3years ago...


konklusi :- 




friends that,

• dunno abt me at all,

• dunno wut i've been tru ever since secondary school,

• dunno wut hardship that i feel,

• dunno how im struggling to "crawl up" back,

• dunno wut "failure" that i had tend to simply "judging" me =,="

• so sad ! really sad ! but i hav Him,always hav Him to "console" & ease the sadness tQ Allah for everything & family & friends that always understand me,my situation,my condition,my past =,)

"Bukan aku mintak habis lambat,dulu lepas spm aku msk Unitar,more less 3sem then aku "cabut" lari uitm,dpt uitm seri iskandar course perakaunan masa aku msk uitm umur aku 20thn Dis 2005 intake,pastu "byk" sgt main aku extend part7,br abes dip,pastu apply dgree xdpt so tgu lg 1sem,then apply lg br dpt course marketing kt uitm merbok,sbb aku punya cgpa/pointer masa dip bwh 2.5 so aku xdpt byk PC (Pengecualian Credit) so aku kene mula dari Part1 a.k.a degree aku selama 3thn...smpi skang + cuti 4bln aritu aku dh lbh dr 2thn ++ kt merbok sejak 2jan2010 (Dis 2009 Intake) & tinggal lagi 1sem utk "kelas2" pastu aku praktikal then abes dgree"


nah amek sedikit summary perjalanan hidup aku dr lps spm smpi skang ni,aku xpandai tapi aku x bodoh,aku berusaha utk memperolehi kejayaan demi Allah SWT,Demi Mak Abah aku & Demi diri aku sendiri tp aku ada perasaan jgk tp xpe aku redha sbb kerna "detour" yg aku alami ni berlaku "hijrah" dlm hidup aku...walaupun aku "lambat" tp aku bersyukur kerna suma ni mendekatkan aku dgn Allah SWT...Alhamdulillah syukur...


& & bcoz of that smpi la ni aku "segan" jmpa kwn2 sek ren
One day,when I'm "ready" I'm the one will reply those annoying Q with confident!!


to my primary's school friend,
aku x sombong cuma aku segan bile jmpe korg sbb korg "jauh" meninggalkan aku mahu dari kerjaya,keluarga dll...
tp bila aku smpi satu tahap yg aku rasa "setaraf" dgn korg i will meet u guys with confident..
im definitely will "chase" u guys one day,it will come..
insyAllah..
but im not doing it literally for u guys,but Lillahita'ala insyAllah...

& to "others"yg "phm" aku sgt2 tu,yg "judge" aku sgt tu,xpela aku anggap "korg" ni sbgai "pemangkin" utk aku berusaha lbh lg...
insyAllah,kalo bt something Lillahita'ala pasti Allah SWT akan sentiasa membantu & memudahkan keja kita,insyAllah :)


Amin amin ya rabbal alamin . . .